an empty promise.

最近不知怎么的，好像越来越独立，真的也不会再在乎些什么了。
刚刚看回你的部落格，好笑咯，原来你说过每个月都会陪我度过14号，因为每个月的14号都是情人节，可是你好像没有做到你答应过我的东西！看到时，心酸了，为什么那些人可以说得那么好听，可是却没有真正的实行呢？是不是再你没那么喜欢他时，他就会想尽办法哄你，对你好。当你爱上他了之后，一切都变了，说过的话也只不过是谎言，只能让你感到一时的开心和幸福罢了。

所以做不到的事情，请不要说的那么爽快.这样只会让那个爱你的人受伤而以。

金钱，地位真的那么重要吗？

今天跟朋友谈天时，我问道：为什么现在那些小过我们的人都可以生活到如此的奢侈啊？明明就没工作，但是却全身名牌，明明家里只是中等阶层，可是为什么她们却可以去享受如贵妇那样的生活？不是天天pou club,就是天天去pavillion那些地方逛街。
我朋友的回答是：因为她们的目标是要找有钱的男朋友啊，不把自己打扮成那些阶层的人，哪里可能认识那样的男生呢？更何况他们每一天出去都不用花钱的，男生都会帮他们付。我心想,这些男人是太大方呢，还是装很有钱呢？而且女生啊，你们可以有一点点的尊严吗？我知道每个人都有自己的理想，目标。可是金钱对你们来说真的有那么重要吗？为了认识有钱人，每天打扮得漂亮，又有气质，可是全都是装出来的，我觉得你们很可悲咯！而且那些男的为什么那么的笨？他们没想过这些女生根本就是为了利益才跟你那么好，那么close。还是这些男生根本就只是因为那个女的美，而不是真心喜欢她啊？
如果我是有钱的男生，我想我不会喜欢这种女生吧！因为在你面前做的东西全都是装出来的，有用吗？
你不买贵重东西送她，或不带她去享受，那我敢肯定她一定会离开你然后再去找那些能给她这一切的人咯~我不知道为什么我会那么讨厌这种人，你们不觉得这样的人和虚伪吗？！
好啦，人个有志，只要我身边的人不是这样的就好了~:)

who am i?

渐渐的我们越来越远。
或许每个人都察觉到，只有你例外。难道对你来说得到了的爱情就真的再也不需要用心地去经营了吗？
没错，我喜欢有上进心的人，可是要得到你的关心难道真的那么的难吗？我不是你身边的蝴蝶。你可以对那些蝴蝶不理不睬，那是你的事，可是你别想要用在我身上。
有时候我也很迷惑，我到底是你的谁呢？我希望你跟我谈的是我们之间的事，而不是跟我说你工作的事，我不是不愿意当你的聆听者，只是在那之前，你就不能先谈我们的事吗？我觉得我们之间的问题越来越大了？难道你没想过要怎样去解决？
我对你越来越反感了，心痛也慢慢减少了，是不再有期望的原因吗？或许是吧，我想我已经看开了，因为继续的执著只是让自己更痛苦罢了，不是吗？

我们的问题不能再搁在一边了，我是认真的！
因为我再也受不了这种感觉。

IM back!

hey,i'm backkkkk!
i think all of you know when i visit my blog that means im in a bad mood!
Well, sometimes i feel wanna give up! on you~
yeap! i cant accept and cannot forgive,so? you just good enough, but you cannot erase away your past, isnt?! I rather be alone since 2 years ago after broke up with Mr S!
Last time i thought if i fall in love with someone who love me more than i love him would be better.
BUT, im wrong~! Because guys are all the same! after they own you, they abandone you,they let you feel unsecure,lonely and suffer.
many of my friends always said he was a nice guy~in term of? because he knows everything? because he do everything for me? phew, how many of you didnt know that actually i can do everything for him too! If you are my close friend, you will know i am the one who looks "dont care" about everything but actually in the deep heart i "care more than others can thought"!
closed myself in bedroom and cry silently not my style! But i used to do this since one years ago, after i knew the truth! I trust him for so many years, but he broke my heart after told me the truth! seriously, i feel wan die on that time! i feel there is no any reason for me to continue my life! OK, one year past, so? the scar in my heart still so obvious, the time doesnt make the scar lighter!
Fine, seriously i hate the "pou ka" ~ flirtttttt! and he is the one who love to "pou" last time!
you make me cant trust you!
after the first lie, people will forgive you,
after the second lie, people will say give you one more chance,
BUT after the third lie, you not worth for others to trust anymore!

...bullshit

you care me?
you love me?

no mood now:)

All out of love~

I am lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too
but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that
I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh, so right

And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on?
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that
I was so wrong

Ooh, what are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
what are you thinking of

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late I know I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Something about you~

1st:
Alot of ppl ask me where will i go after my STPM,if last year,sure i will answer kampar UTAR,haha,you know la,my result ma ma dei,mau masuk local U pun susah.So,i decide to go UTAR lo,at least the requirement for entry the U is lower than local U,second reason is i wan choose my favourite course.i dont want like my eldest sis,study biology,but end up studied statistic in local U due to alot of ppl compete for the better course!
But now,my answer is: i will go sabah or sarawak local U~You know why?first,it is easier to enter the U,since less ppl will apply for sabah &sarawak. second,there is so little local U have the science course.third,i dun wan see sumone everyday if i study in kampar.so lame hor?am i escaping?i think so,i'm scare.i duno how to face him~=.=''
i told this to kent and kit before,they disagree me to go so far,mayb i'm not mature enough,they worry me cant take care of myself there and they said they will miss me!=D hehe,for sure,i will miss them alot too,i will miss our happy time in yokotaya.='( arghh,i dun wan to leave you all la weh!later no ppl pui me keng sam si jor=( ok,stop blah blah-ing 1st~
back to the topic,kent told me,he hope that i can go kampar to study,cuz he can always fetch kit kit & dailou go there visit me.but he knw wad i worry,he said if one day,me and you close back,friend friend back like before,he will wish me happy ;) but he will still come visit me in kampar always,just hope me dun go so far~so touching lo weh! always make ppl feel so touch, "2 bed" lo him~~=(
haiz,i always ask thong brave to face Hoeng,but me,also same with her only,keep escaping~=.=
hmm,duno la,all this wait i finished STPM only fan la,fan sei me>.<

2nd:
030710,your b'day this year;) still rmb one day before your bday we celebrate your bday at the one cafe in Kota damansara?that day we sit quite far away right?but hor,kent say i look at you diff on that night~=.= LOL,actually i din look you in that way as kent say la=.=
i just scare to look at you,but you know la,impossible i just look at my drinks for whole night ma,for sure i will look at everywhere~so,sometimes when bu xiao xin look at your side,i will quikly look another side,cuz i scare you look at me at the same time lo=.=''' kent keep say me got "ke wang de yan shen". actually not la,just duno how to face you nia~

3rd:
LOL!this one most zha dao!really give my mummy BOOM dao=.=
today she suddenly say wan see i post to facebook de photo,den i open and let her see lo.
den see see see....
she suddenly say: so many of your friend hor,still that yongkang know how to ban leng leng and quite leng zai hor,although his size is small abit la~=.= at that moment,i really swt lo,i really very seldom to talk you infront her geh ler,got also 1 time or 2 time only,duno why she so rmb you,others friend dun see her so rmb=.= ~ see,my mum so rmb you,geng liao lo!XD
haha,dun so lc sin,my mummy also got say kheun leng zai oh,kheun really got "mama yuan". cuz alot aunty like him so much~~~XD

4th:
i wan say i finished my story jor~:)
everytime i write my blog also in a sad & lonely mood.but today it just normal;) no special feeling~<3

By:Linyi